So yeah.

I will try to turn this website into something again. Try.

Maybe I’m taking things a little fast, I really don’t know. Only thing I know is that this year I seriously can’t eff up. BOOHOO

Who knows when I’ll go back to making stuff for you guys, but no worries, this site will never come down, I promise, okay maybe not in the next 5 years but no matter what, I won’t stop paying for hosting and nothing is getting deleted. All the downloads and everything will stay right there. No worries my dears.

Oh by the way, does anyone know if sleep adds up? You know how you’re suppose to have 8 hours of sleep a night? What if you have 8 hours of sleep a day? For example, you sleep for 2-3 hours at 4 PM, then back to sleep at 12AM. Does it add up or is it 8 hours all at once? I really want to know cause then that’ll help me schedule everything out.

Also, you know how everyone always does something new at the beginning of every school year? Like a new hair color, makeup, school attitude? Well mine for this year would have to be :
1. Actually doing my homework at home instead of doing it the day it’s due in the morning
2. Don’t spend too much time in front of the mirror. I know I have an unhealthy obsession in buying makeup last year but let’s hope it all has ended I haven’t bought makeup in months. I swear. Buying something because I’ve run out doesn’t not mean I relapsed. And for the record, I haven’t run out of anything yet. Wowow. I’ve cured myself
3. Be a better friend.
4. Dress nicely, no more of the “OMG! Just woke up, baggy tshirt that doesn’t even flatter anything, baggy jeans, and dirty boots.” I’m so over that. Haha, maybe I’ll try that whole “Don’t repeat an outfit for 365 days”. Maybe I’ll have photos of what I wear that day. Think you guys will want to see? Don’t worry, I don’t dress inappropriate or anything. Maybe it’ll help some of you find your style.

Is anybody a fan of Boys Over Flowers?  You know how they made that Meteor Garden show off of BOF a couple years ago?  Well there’s another variation of BOF that just started airing 8/8/09!  I think they call it “Let’s go watch meteor rain” or “Meteor shower” in english, stupid name but my gosh, I LOVE THIS VARIATION so much better than Meteor Garden.  They changed up the names and some events that happen but the plot is generally the same.  Let’s just say it’s a more modern version of BOF.  And to be honest, I’ve hated BOF up until now.  That’s how much better it is.

Anywhoooo, I’ll be able to access Facebook and Youtube in 2 weeks.  Haha, who knew I could last so long not going on both? 

Last but not least, I got my hair chemically straightened again.  Hello elastic hair for a year.  I’m not kidding, when you get a straight perm, your hair will be elastic like a rubber band but it won’t go back to the shape it was and it will snap if pulled too much and that has nothing to do with damage.

WOOOOO

My foot itches, my back itches, my legs itch, my hand itches, my arm itches, and my butt itches.  Oh the wonders of mosquitoes.

Despite all that.  I’m doing prettty good here.  I love my food, the spicy goodness of it all.  I actually bought a lot of crap as expected.  Can you believe it that I still online shop in China?  Haha.

I heard Lovegame by Lady Gaga playing in the mall.  Turns out there’s even Sephoras in China too.

Anyways, thank god I haven’t seen a single person wear Ed Hardy here.  I don’t get what’s so special about Ed Hardy, it’s just t-shirts and shoes and stuff with tattoo desgins and a Ed Hardy written in a huge font.  Although their perfumes smell good, especially the new beige looking one for women, the pink one everyone and their mothers have now.  Do you really want to smell like everyone else?

4-5 days ago I found a piece of glass in my meal at a restaurant.

2 days ago I got hit by a running motorcycle/scooter.  2 days ago my thighs hurt so much that I could barely walk, go down the stairs or go to the bathroom.   My mom thought I had developed a tumour behind my left earlobe.  The emergency room wouldn’t take me in because my conditon wasn’t urgent enough.  That morning, the over 100 years old building where I had a lot of my toddler pictures taken was burnt down by some construction workers cooking.  I have also have a cold

Yesterday the largest hospital in Asia didn’t have a doctor on duty in the afternoon.  I still can barely walk.

Today I woke up and I couldn’t barely move my arms thanks to dance.  My legs are better.  Went to the hospital today, turns out I have a hypertropic scar that might even be keloid which will require surgery and radiotheraphy.  I found several freckles on my body that weren’t there months before.

All in all, I’ll live.  Don’t worry, I’ll live

Hey, sorry about the downtime for the last hmm, 4 days?  I was in Beijing without a private computer and I didn’t know that my transfer got screwed up.  It’s such a pain when you don’t have dreamweaver installed and have to use the provided file manager via cpanel.

Anyways, here’s what’s going on:

1.  I’m in China currently and will be until the 31th of August.

2.  I don’t have any Adobe programs installed on this computer and probably won’t so don’t be expecting anything

3.  Did you know that youtube and facebook are blocked in China and you can’t get on even with proxy?

4.  I got a haircut yesterday, hairdresser fucking chopped off like 5 inches and my hair was HEALTHY damn it.  I looked like one of this himegyaru people in those japanese magazines with way too much volume.  Not to offend anyone, I do love japanese culture but the himegyru hair is just too much for me.

5.  I haven’t gotten sick yet!  YESSSSS

6. I’m trying to get my mom to run a mile with me everyday for a new weight loss plan for her but it still hasn’t started going.  Hm, gee I wonder

7. I’m currently not liking my trip so far.  Too much smoking on the streets, people calling me fat, the weather is too humid, and I’m just not in a good mood.

8. My mother’s constant  put down on me about my weight is ridiculous.  She doesn’t know when to stop.  And what is the “healthy” body size in her mind?  Double zero?  I think so.  I’m not even overweight, 123lb for a 5′4″ body?  I don’t think so.

9. Constant yapping to me about all my skincare stuff is not cool either.  You should only exfoliate once a month?  I shouldn’t seek solutions to my acne?  WTF is wrong with her?  If they say that your teenage years are crucial because it shapes who you  care in the long run, then is constant put down a good thing?  What about low self esteem?  What is wrong with people

10.  Don’t expect anything soon.